Friday, December 18, 2009



All I can say is sorry for everything that comes along with me. With all the disappointments, I promise there is something worth keeping.


You know the one thing you’re fighting to hold, will be the one thing you’ve got to let go, and when you feel the wall cannot be burned, you’re gonna die to try what can’t be done. Because everyone would rather watch you fall.

Monday, December 14, 2009



i am determined to love each day, more than i am afraid of it


Only the one that hurts you can make you feel any better, only the one who inflicts the pain can take it all away

Sunday, December 6, 2009



She lives in a fairy tale Somewhere too far for us to find Forgotten the taste and smell Of the world that she's left behind


Don't wanna leave it all behind But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall everytime Another colour turns to grey and it's just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away

Thursday, December 3, 2009



When you realise you don't matter to someone, it makes you wonder, do you matter to anyone

This pathetic excuse for a town That holds all your memories A lifetime of crushes and broken dreams

Wednesday, December 2, 2009


Before i fall to fast, kiss me quick, but make it last. So i can see how badly this will hurt me, when you say goodbye

Getting close to what we cannot recognize, Floating face down in the lies Here we are without a trace But the lies we used to blame and we're so far away. What keeps you so far away?


We're falling apart and coming together again and again. We're coming apart
but we hold it together. Trying to hold together what we both know is falling apart


Here's to the fast times; the times we felt alive; To all the nights that we forgot to get back home.Stay seventeen, The party scene has got the best of me and you, lets never let this go...

Even though the world she loves, It wont ever be the way it was, Cause his heart of stone left hers breaking.

Now I'll write I love you down The number of times you said it to me And I'll shove the pages down your throat So you can use them on the next girl Who thinks she's your entire world

Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I can't keep up when i’m still stuck here

And if we go down, We go down together, Best friends means, best friends forever


You've got this new head filled up with smoke I've got my veins all tangled close Behind those familiar bars, you frequent. The safest place to hide

They're finding me out I'm having my doubts I'm losing the best of me Dressed up as myself To live in the shadow Of who I'm supposed to be

So why'd you have to go? Is there something I could say to make you turn around? Cause nights like these I wish I'd said don't go Is there anybody there? Can anybody help to get me out of here? Cause you're walking down a road that I can't go


Don't look up Just let them think There's no place else You'd rather be. Cause you're always on display for everyone to watch and learn from, You should know by now you can't turn back. Because this road is all you'll ever have.


It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you.

The blood thats running through her veins, With every beat theres no escape, Lost in everything she trusts, Still cant seem to get enough. Even though the world she loves, It wont ever be the way it was, And his heart of stone left hers breaking.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

"I've built a wall, not to block everyone out, but to see who cares enough to climb over it"

Monday, November 30, 2009



Drink up last call before the sunrise sets the scene,of empty bottles, heavy hearts. The memories of broken dreams...we were so tired yet so alive. Wrapped up in lies like sheets of another one night stand,


Your only young once, lets fuck it up right
"Giving up doesn't mean your weak, sometimes it means your strong enough to let go"


Walk away, barely breathing As I'm lying on the floor Take my heart As you're leaving. I don't need it anymore



Every night she cries and dies a little more each time, Say you love me, Nothing left inside, Say you love me,, And the silence will set her free.

Saturday, November 28, 2009


And we were just kids in love. The summer was full of mistakes. We Wouldn't learn from. The first kiss stole the breath from my lips. Why did the last one tear us apart?



Maybe I know, somewhere Deep in my soul That love never lasts And we've got to find other ways To make it alone Or keep a straight face. And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance And up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness, Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

Friday, November 27, 2009

its worth a shot


we are young but we have heart, born in this world as it falls apart we are strong but we don't belong born in this world as it falls apart.


This is the end of you and me And everything I used to be Back then it meant something But you're living a lie, you just can't hide from me
Our legs begin to break. We've walked this path for far too long. My lungs, they start to ache. But still we carry on. I'm choking on my words. Like I got a noose around my neck. I can't believe it's come to this. And dear, I fear, That this ship is sinking tonight.

Have you ever heard a beating heart? A rhythm for the songs we are too afraid to sing





the truth is you could slit my throat. And with my one last gasping breath i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt
Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, I'm scared of what I did, of who I am, and most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with you.

Thursday, November 26, 2009


Out of all your lies "i love you" was my favourite
There’s always a little truth behind every just kidding , a little curiosity behind every just wondering , a little knowledge behind every I don’t know , and a little emotion behind every I don’t care .
"when it comes down to it, im just afraid. afraid i'll love you more than you will ever love me. afraid you will leave me for someone else. afraid you will judge me. just afraid you will leave me broken again"


and i've learnt i'm better off without you, turns out i always was