Monday, November 30, 2009



Drink up last call before the sunrise sets the scene,of empty bottles, heavy hearts. The memories of broken dreams...we were so tired yet so alive. Wrapped up in lies like sheets of another one night stand,


Your only young once, lets fuck it up right
"Giving up doesn't mean your weak, sometimes it means your strong enough to let go"


Walk away, barely breathing As I'm lying on the floor Take my heart As you're leaving. I don't need it anymore



Every night she cries and dies a little more each time, Say you love me, Nothing left inside, Say you love me,, And the silence will set her free.

Saturday, November 28, 2009


And we were just kids in love. The summer was full of mistakes. We Wouldn't learn from. The first kiss stole the breath from my lips. Why did the last one tear us apart?



Maybe I know, somewhere Deep in my soul That love never lasts And we've got to find other ways To make it alone Or keep a straight face. And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance And up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness, Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

Friday, November 27, 2009

its worth a shot


we are young but we have heart, born in this world as it falls apart we are strong but we don't belong born in this world as it falls apart.


This is the end of you and me And everything I used to be Back then it meant something But you're living a lie, you just can't hide from me
Our legs begin to break. We've walked this path for far too long. My lungs, they start to ache. But still we carry on. I'm choking on my words. Like I got a noose around my neck. I can't believe it's come to this. And dear, I fear, That this ship is sinking tonight.

Have you ever heard a beating heart? A rhythm for the songs we are too afraid to sing





the truth is you could slit my throat. And with my one last gasping breath i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt
Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, I'm scared of what I did, of who I am, and most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with you.

Thursday, November 26, 2009


Out of all your lies "i love you" was my favourite
There’s always a little truth behind every just kidding , a little curiosity behind every just wondering , a little knowledge behind every I don’t know , and a little emotion behind every I don’t care .
"when it comes down to it, im just afraid. afraid i'll love you more than you will ever love me. afraid you will leave me for someone else. afraid you will judge me. just afraid you will leave me broken again"


and i've learnt i'm better off without you, turns out i always was


"So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday just you and me" The Notebook


“It’s funny how day by day, nothing changes. But after a while when you look back - everything is different"



lifes about trusting your feelings and taking chances, loosing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past and realizing people change, even when you don't want them too

Love is a beautiful mess

This time we're not giving up Let's make this last forever Screaming "hallelujah"
We'll make this last forever


And I’ll say, whatever I need to say
If you promise that you’ll stay
And waste away with me
Come waste the days with me

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else.


I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes. I'm out of control and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe


Isn't it funny how to the world you are one person, but to one person you can mean the world.


&if your heart breaks i'll hand you mine in a second, sorry about all the cuts and scars, its just you have broken it so many times...

liar


Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing


I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a holeThe old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything

rain


how can I miss you if you never would stay? if you need time i guess i'll go away.
inside me now there's only heartache and pain so where's the fire? you've become the rain


Well maybe its not my weekend, but it's gona be my year. and i'm so sick of watching all the minutes pass as i go nowhere. Well this is my reaction to everything i fear. Coz i've been going crazy don't wanna waste another minute

searching


Are we both crazy?
Or are we searching for more than life behind the same four walls...
Pour me another drink I'll commit myself to it and lose track of reason to believe in nothing.

Liveup



Be yourself, everyone else is taken

smile?




Happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn’t know you left open.


What if i wanted to break, Laugh it all off in your face. What would you do? What if i fell to the floor, couldn't take this anymore. What would you do?

empty feelings



im a girl like a carnival, covered in colors and superficially wonderful but when you look closer im empty inside

its worth it



People say your entire life flashes before your eyes when you die. Make it worth watching

forever

dirt




Well the worst bit about being lied too, is knowing you meant so little, you weren't even worth the truth

immature




Old enough to know better, too young to care



True love is when you shed a tear and still want him. It's when he ignores you and you still love him. It's when he loves another but you still smile and say "i'm happy for you" when all you really do is cry & cry



Lets run away, somewhere far far away from here, i'll be your best kept secret, and your biggest mistake

broken




See that girl. She seems so invincible right, but just touch her & she'll flinch. She has secrets & she trusts no one. She's the perfect example of betrayal. Cause everyone she ever trusted broke her.

escape

how do you let go of the past, when it keeps finding ways to get into your heart

heres to change




So heres to the future, cause i'm fucking done with the past